Out of control

Uncontrollably
Stop controlling me
Pain and hate I see
This world is killing me

Clean the knife that calves my wrist
Save me from a life of lists
Live a life of sacrifice
That crushes me in deaths vice

Take my heart that saves my breath
Leave me in the hands of death
I want to fill the hole in me
But you are gone and cannot bleed

Accept the pain that I have felt
The death card now has been dealt
I want to fly, but I have knelt
I want to die strapped by belt.