Veiled silence

Why don't you love me?
Is it because I love you?
I try so hard to get you, but you just squeeze
My heart at just the thought of you.
I feel the pain. My blood runs cold,
Till it hits the air.
My blade was all I had to protect me from you,
But now it is gone to reveal
Your face, your mind, your life,
Your fear. (ME?)
All I need is a hug, kiss or sign of affection
For me to be locked up forever.
Please give me that sign.
I need you.