Lying to me

The nights I don't come to see you
Are the nights i want to die,
But this arm moves from my shoulder,
And tightens round my neck,
Impeding my breathing,
Intercepting the words coming from my lungs,
"She means nothing to me"
I lie through my teeth,
Because you dont know, you dont know,
What everything hinges on for me,
How I think,
When your song comes on and it makes no difference to me,
I was already thinking of you.