LOST CHILD AND A CRAZY MAN

WHAT ONCE I FELT WAS BETRAYAL
IS NOW A MEMORY
OF A SAD MAN WHO WAS SICK AND MAYBE HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND HOW IT WOULD
AFFECT ME
HE WAS RASIED ALONE IN THIS WORLD WHEN HIS FATHER AND MOTHER PASSED
AWAY AT THE AGE OF 11 COULD SOME THING SO HORRORABLE AS MOLESTATION
HAVE HAPPEN TO HIM HE WAS A MAN WHO KEPT TO HIMSELF NEVER EXPRESSED
LOVE FOR ANY OF HIS CHILDREN EXCEPT FOR MY ONE SISTER WONDER WHY
HARD WORKER THEN A WEEKEND DRUNK WHO CHASED MY MOTHER WITH A KNIFE
EVERY WEEKEND
HE HAD A KNIFE UNDER HIS PILLOW AND THREATEN MY MOTHER ALL THE TIME
MAYBE HE WAS AFRAID MY MOTHER WOULD KILL HIM IN HIS SLEEP FOR THE ABUSE
HE DID TO ME I KNOW SHE KNOWS SHE WAS A LOST SOUL TO HAVE THE MAN YOU
LOVE MAKE SEX NOT LOVE TO HER CHILD AND AS A WOMAN SHE FELT DECEVED AND
CHEATED ON STRANGE BUT TRUE
A WALL STILL IS BETWEEN ME AND MY MOM WHICH WE DARE NOT TREAD HE IS
DEAD DIED A A PAINFUL DEATH FROM CANCER HOW SWEET REVENGE FOR THE
INJUSTICE HE CAUSED
BUT DADDY I FOR GIVE YOU FOR IF NOT GOD WON'T FORGIVE ME
AND I LOVE YOU MOM I KNOW YOU TRIED