In laughter i hide my pain

i got on with my life
so did you
i never spoken about you
it went to deep
if i did
i know i would lose sleep

i went to a party the other day
so my mind could relax and get away
for the madness of the day
as i look around the room
saw you at the other end of the room
you came over and we made small talk
i said how are you
you said fine
i said i am too
but inside
i was still crying over you

how many mask do we wear
i act like i dont care
about the hurt and pain back then
i run out and stand in the rain
hope it would push away my pain
but i may be here right now
making small talk to you
but in laughter i hide my pain
hide my pain

oh you said
it was
just you know the way it was
i said i dont want to get into that stuff
this is not the time or the place
hell in my mind i was thinking my feet
feel like clay
you look at your watch said you had to go
kiss me on the cheak
it was so sweet
you said see you when ever
saw you walk away
oh my feet feel like clay
but i stay the right to the night
and when i got home that night
i just threw my self on the bed
look up at the moon out my window
and said oh and said

how many mask do we wear
i act like i dont care
about the hurt and pain back then
i run out and stand in the rain
hope it would push away my pain
but i may be here right now
making small talk to you
but in laughter i hide my pain
hide my pain
but in laughter i hide my pain
hide my pain