Bastard

It feels so bad to know that you are out there And you don't care about
me at all? All I am to you is a reason for you to cut your thought And
die You don't care about your own child You don't care whether I live
or die All I am to you is a payment Every month for the rest of your
life It makes me sick to know that you're my father The way you beat
and abused my mother The way you totally disregarded my brother And you
don't even care at all If I was to die tomorrow I would haunt you Just
to show you How I have felt inside about you? Why I have cried at night
about you No matter how hard I try to forget you I am reminded of how
much I am like you But even if I am like you? I will never grow up to
be you When I was young I made a promise to myself That I would never
do this to anyone else The anger that you've created in me Has shown me
how dark this world can be