5 Moments of Happiness

    Today I find myself at a cross roads, earlier this month I had my first close call with Lyfe.  Yet again, Lyfe seems to be a kid with a magnifying glass chasing me around on my personal play ground.  I have done everything you have asked me for Lyfe,your every want and need and gripe and complaint I have fulfilled and quelled.  Can I not have my own?  Am I not allowed to feel sorrow and pain or want and happiness?  
    So I am faced with the toughest decision of my young adult life now, since I have been shunned by my very sun what am I to do?  From where can I draw energy and purpose if I don't have you?
    I want to take your magnifying glass away from you Lyfe or at the very least paint a different target for you.  Shed my misery and push it onto someone else.  I want to take and smash your magnifying glass into the ground and bury every piece throughout my playground.  However, that is an impossible feat for me.  You have such a tight hold on me, and a precision a marksman can never have so I will surrender myself one last time and for one last time, just let me sit still in 5 moments of happiness.