Only me

If your life is hell
Will the truth come out to play?

Give me a reason to ask you why
does it make sense when I say I want to die
You haven't heard
you never hear
The truth is all that I hold dear

Why don't I go why should I stay
a pill to help me float away
A heated spoon to waste my time
Another hit
another line

I'll be up here if you need me
It feels so nice in here
I'm not anything I don't want to be
I can not feel the fear

That plagues me nearly every day
and makes me cry most every way
Hear the truth I need to say

Listen
Shhh...

Can you hear me yet?