Groom of Suffering

The Groom of Suffering

Hidden from my sight, your presence is detected
For in my mind I envision your perfection,
Dreams, pictures, and flashes of perfection unattainable.
As our hearts beat on rhythm, mine bleeds from torment
With feelings so intense that rip apart my sanity at the seams
Our feelings are consummated with the groom of suffering
My inner being thirsts for the knowledge and explanation of its
existence
For when you suffered I denied your name
When you were abandoned I was nowhere to be found
It was I who cursed your name
It was I who pierced your side
Rendering you helpless, stripped of dignity
Our suffering merges obtusely leading me to your perfection
An aura of an unreachable entity
Our eyes see clearer as the groom fulfills his role