Happy

Once more im caught
with the devils again.
I dont know if she
believes in me
im not even sure of
myself.
Im normally happy
but today i need some help.
Sometimes i wonder
if im bipolar
Im happy one minute
in the next im well..
depressed
I understand why she
thinks theres something wrong
with my head
Im so low to myself
i just need some help
Whenever im not with her
im lost on a road
going one way.
I guess being so with doubt
thats the price i pay
I hope she never gives up on me
for i will not either
on me and on her
her name will always be
placed on my heart
being happy is where i
need to start