Goodbye

These tears inside,
I can no longer hide
I can't stop them now
I don't know how!
Bottled up for so long
Ever since you've been gone
Now they are falling fast
How much longer can they last?
How much more pain
Can my heart contain?
I can see a way out
But my head is filled with doubt
I have too much to lose
So I know I will choose
To give this life another try
I'm not ready yet to say goodbye