U

A longing saturates my mind
Aches beneath my ribs in a place
I'm scared
To identify.
All for u.

More fool I
With my fickle emotions that are so...
Indescive...
It makes me crazy.
The conflict inside me
The intellect contrasting my primative feelings.

Wht the fuck am I going to do?

Let my head win this battle?
Allow my heart to be victorius?
Cliche. Cliche.

But this isn't war.
Yeay 'tis not love.
And most definately -
All is not fair.

But I'm still desiring only u
Your touch
Your voice
Your lips
u.
All intagible at this moment
Could be so real if allowed.

And short lived
An unhibited era
In exchange for a lifetime of regrets.

What the fuck am I going to do?