Entirely Tamed

tame as a kitten
softy then roughly consumed
penetrated by natural instinct perhaps
no less destroyed
an abominable object now reduced
entirely tamed
certainly overwhelmed
entitled now to nothing nice
not allowed to be attractive
roughly consumed each day night dawn
you might say I deserved it
the blouse was old
tight like the shorts
bought a year earlier
bought a size ago
he descended softly then roughly
penetrated both body and soul
he whispered there was nothing to fear
he whispered he was lonely
he whispered he knew that I wanted him
his body exuded a certain warmth
in fact he was cold-blooded
for his warmth was strictly limited
his thighs burned me deeply
as he moved he whispered
there is nothing more to fear
odd that I was frozen
softly like ice cream to be consumed
then hardened in flash
you might think I deserved it
asked for it
a reasonable assumption perhaps
if true
than why have I vanished into myself
afraid to touch or be touched
tamed entirely
wearing clothes and skin
two sizes too big for me?