Ambivalence

Isn't it true that there are times one seems so ambivalent?
Sometimes, it can be blissful, happy, so effervescent-
I wish that the feeling of happiness is not transitory,
And that desolation is purely not mandatory...
And until the day I merely encounter perfection,
It will place me on the right road; direction...
Unless I could control it; I will not be jealous-
Together with my true friends, we learn to be zealous...
To learn to harmonize in a world os quintessence...
Henceforth to decrease the usage of nonsense...
Monotonous, monochromatic, life of the jejune-
And to words of discrimination are they immune.
I should conquer over addiction with abstinence-
Why should people show me impertinence?
Life should be a story, an epitome, one's embodiment;
A brotherhood of love, my brethren, our fervent...
Announce peace and war by another declaration...
Remember the lovely past through retrospection...
Not all words are insufferable or calamitous-
Do we inveigh or criticize the ignominious?