Odi at amo excrucior: I hate and I love, it hurts.

I see you standing there,
Like you were before.
This life just isn't fair,
I can't take any more.

It can't be what it once was,
What it used to be.
You don't care what life does,
And what you did to me.

Now you want me back,
How long can I hold?
Before I begin to crack,
Before I begin to fold.

I know you'll just treat me like dirt,
I don't know what to do.
But when you begin to flirt,
I want to be with you.

But I know I must stand firm,
I can't take the pain again.
When will you ever learn,
That my life's not a game.