My Invigorating, and Energizing Sensual Climaxes can be likened to The Big Bang Theory. Am effortlessly capable of achieving Full-Body, male Orgasms...
"I've always believed in "Spiritual Orgasms" Have come to a state of mind, where sex is not just a biological curse ingrained within us... but a delightful experience in which to vehemently rejoice."
-- Abdulaziz Ugas
After a decade of wanting to stop (occassionally, at times, regularly) viewing pornographic material, I've finally achieved my goal
I had only induldged in that often degrading but at times funny/amusing world of porngraphic films/audio asmr/sex roleplays/literotica (erotic literature) etc when I was super bored/too lazy to put in effort to come, or wanted a quick come up, with a guaranteed powerful finish...
Although I do have a healthy sex drive (ofcourse being in my mid twenties) it often felt like a chore. I mean the end-result was great; can be very healing to achieve orgasm; instant relaxation; feel-good chemicals releaseed on command. But I regardles often took a few days break from viewing pornography. Which would eventually become a few weeks, then months. And within even the first month, I'd realized that, the effortless accessibility of porn, was an insult to the sacredness of reproduction. You begin to view people as objects, as bags of flesh. A lot like pharmacy has done to me in thr past. The spiritual/emotional aspects, completely disregarded.
When I completely quit x-rated material.I found my ability to feel pleasure had dramatically increased to the point that I felt physically weak. Not just my cock was aroused (The mind able to easily forget the many erogenous zones) but my whole mind and body engaged in this physically demanding, but immensely rewarding part of life. Sex, now a gift to be treasured.
By limiting my ability to orgasm to just myself--not others, and definitely not porn--It was no longer an ordeal. Simplified to feeling like a helpless/hopeless animal that's forced to feel pleasure, just to procreate. But sheer enjoyment. Now I intentionally postpone for days, just to spend that hour or two, leisurely amplifying my arousal response, relaxing and unwinding any muscle or mental tension... unwinding.
And when my mind and body have become butter; moaning, gasping, laughing and sighing in pure ecstasy, my lengthy male orgasms can be likened to the Big Bang Theory. Lasting more than a dozen seconds... continuously pumping and writhing. Gasping and heavily breathing. That intioxicating release of chemicals, that rush of dopamine and adrenaline having a positive and lasting effect for days. The way it was meant to be. The way the majority of our ancestors ejoyed this Carnal deed.
Having said all that. I patiently wait for an equal. A Goddess as intelligent, sexy and delightful as I find myself to be (Autosexual much, lol). When we cross paths; or stumble upon one another, I am sure all hell will break lose. Like the whale in the ocean who's been rumored to be unable to find a compatible mate for decades upon decades. Due to its unique frequancy/soundwaves... I too am a single pringle.
When I (hopefully) meet my future lover, I am sure all hell will break lose. An Angel, for the Demi-God. ICY-Electricity will likely shoot down my spine, titillating and igniting the slumbering Phoenix. Awakening all my senses. That fiery, dormant chemical bond called Love, will sure be set ignited and set ablaze...
I am excited (and somewhat eager) for this potential. All too aware of the importance of timing, I am in no haste or hurry. This bountiful time as a single, young man,, simply ample time to reach my concept of #PersonalPerfection : So I know I am deserving of true love. Of meeting another Universe