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I hope so. Don't feel great right now. On top of my life basically being in disaster mode, I went to a doctor and got declared to have sinus infection, an ear infection, and bacterial pink eye. Means I can't go to school; means I will get more behind; means that my final GPA will look like shit. And (tmi) being sick is vehemently painful and disgusting. I just woke up from sleeping two and a half hours, and my eyes were caked with so much eye discharge that I could barely see my way to the bathroom. My throat hurts so bad that I can barely swallow my own saliva. If I lay down on my left or right side, I feel an intense pang of pain. If I lay on my back, I feel as though I'm unable to breathe. Not to mention I can't so much as touch anything in my house without washing my hands three times because of the fear of getting my dad sick. I got onto a rant, and I apologize for that, but what I meant is: I definitely hope so, but right now I don't feel all that much hope. My depression and anxiety are getting kicked in the ass from being stressed/sick/etc.