DESPAIR IS NO LONGER FELT FOR YOU

When I thought of how much I loved you,
Sometimes deep despair would take over.
It seems so funny the way it's changed;
How things are now nothing like they were.

When I think of how much I loved you,
There's a question which keeps recurring,
As I cared and you did not one bit,
What the spinning chin was I thinking?

10 August 2005