Farewell To A Founded Love.(real life)

My heart was cracking now its eventually broke
My world has vanished and turned into smoke
Iv nothing left with nothing to do
One day i hope my dreams will come true

She was amazing and il love her until the very end
I try not to think it,so i believe its pretend
I still wake at night calling out her name
The trauma's still in mind, and i know im to blame

I prey she finds her happiness in her new life
Il try and find mine whilst going in strife
I was counting the steps until she reached the Door of my heart
The steps have now crumbled and shes fell back to The start
To climb the steps of love to another persons heart
So she will live her life and be in a better place
Maybe she will remember me?
or just my faded face.