End's Beginning Once Again

Spinning 'round and 'round
Back to where I started
found, and lost again
It's my end again
The words are tainted
hopefully, then I wouldn't have to worry
I'd accept these fabled rumoreasons
that give me faulting peace
I know there's only one way
but when am I in need
I see it, faintly see it
but this pride is killing me
The mind is blown
Fade in and out
These ghosts are suffering
They haunt my sufferings too
Falling lower, lower now
This pains a haunting friend
This life is wrong in right
Guess what, it's my end again