Fame's Fortunes

I'm a Leo. I crave attention, worship and power. I want to be in
people's faces. I want to be known by everyone, whether they like me or
not. I'm fiery and opinionated and I'm not afraid to fight for my
rights. When the World knows me I'll give them what they they want.
When I become so famous I become a "Baseball Cap and Sunnies" celebrity
I will be a wealth of golden media frenzy. I will give the tabloids
their stories of love, scandal and hate...not only will I love every
bit of it but I will do it well, that's what Leos do best. I will be so
noticed and well-known that every spotlight on this planet and beyond
will be on me - ships will crash into rocks while light houses focus
all on me.

However, all good things things must come to an end. Slowly and
steadily I will grow to hate this attention and everlasting affection.
While I will hate it with all my fiery might, the media will feed off
every bit of it, like Lions feeding on their prey. Soon this hate will
turn to love, everyone knows we love the things we hate. As the world
stands back and watches, fame and fortune will seduce me yet again. I
will be unaware of my demise so when I finally fall into the trap, it
will be my fault, my own self-constructed black pit...

I forgot to tell you that I hate making mistakes, hate being shown up.
Finally, what I have wanted, loved and craved will get the better of
me, the upper hand. As I fall from Grace to the bottomless pits of
Hell, no one reaches out a hand to save me, no one hears my cries, and
no one cares.