F**k your guidance

I met a wonderful girl,
i gave a heart fealt thankyou,
grateful to my maker,my minder,my spiritual guide, i don't know who but
i was so grateful,
two days later we parted,"what were your plans ?"
Every day still i gave thanks, with sincerity
every single day without exeption,
for little or no tangible reason we parted,
thank you for your guidance.
I have such simple dreams, and i try so hard,
I have begged you for help,
i'm alone and feel so, yet still the fear that what little i have may
be denied me kept me afraid to offend you,
I am no longer afraid,
I'm disgusted that your help is shallow,
if indeed in existance at all,
if karma exists give me what i want,
not riches or anything centred on greed,
but then like happiness i doubt if you exist at all,
i'll struggle on slightly bitter that you either don't exist or don't
listen,
i'll cope alone fuck your guidance.