Losing Faith

Losing Faith

Sitting on a train watching,
Watching the city go by.
I've given up on this world
And the life that used to be mine.
I've lost all the faith that I had
I just don't care anymore,
This world and its people disgust me now
It's no longer a marvel but an open sore.

I don't know why, or maybe I do
A million things but just this one
Abandoned and alone I feel
I feel like the only thing under the sun.
This void inside me will never be filled
Leave me alone, I want to reach the end
I'm hollow and empty forever now,
I will welcome my Death as a godsend.

If you read this, the writings of a fool
Remember never to become like me
I was twisted and bitter at the cards I got dealt
But Life is so precious, as you will soon see.
I regret every single thing that I've done
I wish out of this hell my soul would lift
So just learn from the mistakes that I made
For though I had life I never did live.

Steve Jones
16th February 2001