Monologue of a secret love

The thing that drives me insane is the people who walk into you in
the street and give you dirty looks as if it were your fault. That is
what happened on my lunchbreak. It drives me insane the way everybody
walks around 2miles an hour when you only have half an hour to get your
lunch and eat it. It was an unusually bright ,warm day for London. The
whole town centre was chocker block with people walking this way and
that. People that couldn't quite decide which way they want to turn and
so stop dead in front of you and you walk smack into them. Oh the joys
of Croydon. i know!I know! Not a particually glamorous place. The town
centre I did not mind , but I always wish for something more. my heart
was not here in this bustling town centre. Instead mine was some place
beautiful. Green grass, fresh mountain air, friendly people, small town
banter, joining the village gym and dangling my feet in the fresh water
river. Yes my heart was else where indeed, all the way in Scotland. My
heart had been lost ever since David and I travelled up for a holiday
at my mothers house. Where ever we are, David and I are alway lost in
each other, but....Scotland. When we were there we were lost in our
surroundings. The beauty of the country and each other. I wanted to
sink into my surroundings just as I sink into David. Ah my second love
in the world.