Nobody likes me

nobody likes me
why do i even try?
as i sit alone in my room
at night while i cry
i ponder this
and things much darker
as they run through my mind
growing sharper and sharper

the tears come faster
the sobs grow louder
and with every thing goin on
nothing seems to matter
except for the thoughts
of darkness and despair
that run through my head
as my tears dampen my hair

feeling emotional
the tears falling down
soaking my pillow
making no sound

as they drip off my chin
leaving puddles on my bed
the thoughts dark as night
flow soundly through my head