Persephone's Potion- Chapter 11

" Arise, Countess Nancy..the time has come to consume what's been
prepared in honor of both Kermes Twa and Aequalis. The drink is
called
' Persephone's Potion. ' " Valera led the way to bright afternoon
sunlight that spilled into every corner of my kitchen.

She handed me a sparkling crystal goblet, filled to the brim with red
frothiness! Desiree' swirled the crimson liquid, then brought the glass
to our lips, drinking every last drop. The taste was to die for..an
anthemed concoction that filled me with allegiance and loyalty to the
Great God and Goddess. " Valera, this is just what I needed, but why
the unusual name? "

" Countess Nancy, it's loaded with vitamins and minerals for the health
and nutrition that your body demands at this time, containing bananas,
wheat germ, and most importantly, pomegranates. " Her smile was grand.
" In classical Greek mythology, Persephone was the daughter of Zeus,
father of the gods. Her mother was Demeter, goddess of the earth and
agriculture. " I sat down to listen to the rest of her story.
" Hades was the god of the underworld..he fell madly in love with the
beautiful Persephone and wished to marry her. Although Zeus gave his
consent, Demeter would not. "

I thought to myself, " This is the constant struggle between the sexes
and how differently each views and perceives the same set of
circumstances. "

" Hades seized the maiden as she gathered many beautiful blooming
springtime flowers, then carried her off to his underworld realm. As
Demeter wandered the universe in search of her lost daughter, the earth
grew desolate..all vegetation died and famine ruled the land. At long
last Zeus sent Hermes, messenger of the gods, to bring Persephone back
to her heart broken mother. Before Hades would let her go, he asked
that she eat a small portion of red pomegranite seeds that he brought
especially for her. She only complied in order to be set free of him.
"

I smiled at that part of the story. " So everything worked out all
right for Persephone in the end? "

Valera gave me a look that said the best is yet to come. " Not quite,
Countess Nancy. Hades tricked Persephone..he was a sly god who'd go to
any and all lengths to get what he wanted. He failed to mention that
the pomegranite seeds were the staple food of the dead and if
Persephone ate them unwittingly, she'd be compelled to return to his
underworld kingdom for one third of the year. " Valera touched my hand.
" She became both goddess of the dead and goddess of earth's fertility
in springtime. "

Desiree' weighed her words. " Valera's a wise woman, Nancy. You may
think this is just a fairytale, but myths have a way of evolving into
truth. You know that we're bound closely together by our hearts and
souls, the blood of life and death, but that's nothing compared to what
the future holds for us. " She was gentle in her approach. " Kermes Twa
says it's not the outside trappings that we should be worried about,
but the important changes which have and will take place on the
inside..you and I've been offered both the sacred and profane, filled
with glimmers of heaven and glimpses of hell. The Balance which leads
to the true pathway..the Journey leading to the growing desire of our
life. "

My scattered thoughts weren't able to absorb or comprehend the real
meanings between her lines. I was just happy that Desiree' didn't seem
hellbent on changing everything that was familiar to me, unsettling my
life even further. " Desiree', my mind's slicing off into so many
tangled tangents that I'm having trouble keeping it all on a straight
track. " I sighed in frustration.

" Nancy, your problem's a common one, especially for newbie vampires.
The effects of Adrian's innocent life force have worn off. We'll both
feel splendid when we have our emptiness filled to bursting capacity by
his blood..fresh, warm, and salty sweet. " Desiree' smiled in
anticipation of events that were to transpire later in the
evening.

Gustav appeared. " Ladies, where shall we begin our adventure? " He
frowned in concentration, then announced with great flair, " I know the
exact place..guaranteed to give you the most pleasure on your shopping
spree, Countess Nancy.. Angelo's Classiques! "

" Is this store familiar to you, Desiree'? "

" Of course it is, Nancy. Have you forgotten that Kermes Twa allowed me
to get out and about for certain periods of time? Gustav's taken me to
Angelo's on many occassions..I did have victims to impress, you know! "
Desiree' smirked in satisfaction. " Angelo carries everything from
classical to erotic designs. He even has his own line of designer
clothes..sublime, feminine, sexy and daring, but all in good taste. "
She clapped our hands in glee. " This is perfect, Gustav..Angelo's is
like a second home to me! "

Gustav, Valera and I went to the garage. Valera took the back seat,
while Desiree' and I climbed into the front with Gustav. He put the
Mercedes in gear and drove to the end of Foxglove, then turned left
onto Hawthorn Drive. Valera spoke up. " Countess Nancy, you've been
doubly blessed with auspicious omens. Foxglove is associated with
fairies and good folk..the white markings inside the flowers are said
to be elves' fingerprints. Witches were said to hide in hawthorn
hedges, and if the wood was cut down, it would bring fairies and good
luck into the home. "

" Valera, right now I need all the good luck I can lay my hands on. " I
thought briefly about the note Mark had given to me..bringing up the
past when I was beginning to relish what the future would hold.

" Nancy, your thoughts are a hard to deal with intrusion. " Desiree'
was irritated. " I was resting my mind..you should realize that it'll
take most of my energy to pick and choose the outfits and accessories
that we'll purchase at Angelo's. "

" Give me a break, Desiree'. There's more to life than finding the
right clothes to wear. "

" I'm not as shallow as you might think. " She bristled in
annoyance.
" Nancy, I'll always be with you when it comes to important matters. "
Desiree' faded away.

In the older section of town, we passed many stately homes that had
been built in the late 1700's, and early 1800's. One particular mansion
caught my eye, reminding me of something I couldn't quite put my finger
on. Gustav pulled into the circular driveway. " We've arrived, Countess
Nancy. "

It stood out from all the others in style and grace, an American Gothic
with a wrap around porch and extensive latticework carvings. The roof
was steeply peaked with two angled bay windows under the gable. The
shingled walls were painted in the light lavender shade of blooming
Italian asters, with two matching golden ivory towers on each end of
the structure. The front door was set in an alcove of pearlized garnet.
Gustav said, " That's Angelo's trademark..his exclusive color. " The
bell chimed to the tune of
' Earth Angel. ' " Angelo only accepts customers by appointment, "
Gustav explained.

We waited a few minutes for someone to acknowledge our presence. This
certainly didn't look like a home that housed a lingerie and clothing
boutique. The man who opened the door had salt and pepper hair, a warm
smile, and a charming personality. He kissed Valera on the cheek. " My
dear woman, you haven't aged one bit..how's that lovely daughter of
yours? " He pumped Gustav's arm up and down. " Gustav, you're a sight
for my sore eyes, as most of my visitors are of the female variety..not
that there's anything wrong with the fairer species, but it's grand to
talk sports and cars with you. " He swept his arm in front of us and we
entered a room which seemed dark after the bright sunlight. My eyes
slowly adjusted and Angelo said, " I've saved the best for last. " His
mouth barely touched the back of my hand, as memories of Marcus invaded
my heart. Tears rolled silently down my face. " I see that I've upset
you, and that's the last thing I intended to do to such a Lovely Lady.
"

He handed me a kleenex and I wiped my eyes and nose. " My emotions have
gotten the better of me this afternoon. " I laughed a bit as I calmed
down, took a deep breath and regained my composure.
" Allow me to introduce myself. I'm Countess Nancy and we have a mutual
acquaintance..Countess Desiree's spoken very highly of you, Angelo.
"

" Countess Nancy. How is it that you know Desiree'? " He seemed
puzzled. " Do Valera and Gustav realize that you're familiar with her?
"

Angelo and I were alone, so he felt free to speak. I couldn't contain a
fit of the giggles. " Angelo, Desiree' has a way of making her presence
known and felt, wherever and with whomever she makes her home! "
Angelo's look said he thought I might be in need of good psychological
counseling.
" Valera and Gustav are well aware of my situation. My name is Nancy,
and Desiree' lives inside my heart as my sister of the night. We're two
halves of a whole, blending our spirits into one person. " I paused as
he shook his head. " I see you don't believe a word I've said. " I
stared into his eyes, so he could see the truth. " Ask me a question
that only Desiree' would have an answer for. "

Angelo concentrated on how best to interrogate me. " Desiree', who
accompanied you on your last visit to my humble shop? "

Desiree's memories became my words. " An antiques buyer named Hugo,
specializing in Far Eastern collectables. "

" Countess. " Angelo kissed me on both cheeks, beaming happily. " A
million welcomes..thank you for once again gracing my home. If you're
ever in want or need, please don't hesitate to call! "

I blushed. " Angelo, I never would've guessed that your home was a
lingerie shop. "

" Your lack of imagination is appalling, Ducky! " A small niggling
voice irritated my mind, much like a single grain of sand bothered an
oyster.

" Desiree'! " She was no where to be found.

" Not many people have access to what I sell..I've no particular need
of money, so my clientele are among the most interesting and unusual
people in the world. Follow me, please. " We walked through an arched
doorway into the next room. All of his wares were displayed..from sexy,
sensuous lingerie to feminine and alluring dresses. Each item was laid
out in order to catch the eye as well as the senses. Angelo's voice was
reverent. " Every piece you see has been designed exclusively by me or
for me by various clothing artisans. Let me show you what I think will
suit your coloring best. We'll start from the inside and move on to the
outside. " He picked up a bra and brief set.
" This has the retro glamour of diamond-patterned stretch lace, with a
lovely floral detail in pearlized blue with vanilla accents. " Angelo
pointed out the second design he had in mind for me. " Our next set has
a beautiful shimmering satin bra in silver, with a black lace overlay
and matching thong. " He was near to bursting with pride. " Last, but
not least is my own designer collection..Future By Angelo. My garments
are made using a futuristic out of this world lustred-fabric. The
camisole and matching panties are burgandy moonscape, embroidered with
molten stars..they match your personality and charm. "

" Your taste is impeccable, Angelo. " Desiree' danced in my eyes. " I
want to see your newest collection of pyjamas and nightgowns..you know
the style I'm accustomed to. "

" Style and taste is in the eye of the beholder..and your lack thereof
is on the smarmy side of tacky, Dearie! " An itch I couldn't
scratch.

" Yes, Countess Desiree'. " I brought my mind back to what Angelo was
saying. " This gown is like you..sexy and glamorous, with a cascade of
gossamer chiffon, adorned with velvet flocking in a delicate vine
pattern. It has a sensual cowl back and scoop front neckline and comes
with a matching G-string panty, all in coppered black. I also have this
long sleeved silk lounging pyjama set with a cropped camisole in sea
coral rose. "

" Angelo, wrap them up so I can take them home! " Suddenly, I felt
quite faint and had to sit down before I passed out.

" Nancy, are you all right? " Angelo asked as I started to sway back
and forth. He took my hand and helped me over to a black-laquered
art-deco chair with leopard skin cushions.

Intense nasuea engulfed my body. " Desiree', what's wrong with me? I've
never felt this ill before in my life."

Angelo had one of his clerks bring me a glass of water. He held my hand
and spoke in soothing tones, like a parent would to a child who's
scared and frightened. " Nancy, it'll be fine..just sip some water so
you don't get dehydrated. Would you like to lie down till this feeling
passes? Should I call a doctor for you? "

Desiree' didn't have an answer to my question, but the other voice most
certainly did. " You should do as Angelo suggests, but I don't think
you need a doctor. " She said in a stage whisper, " Just yet! "

The water was pure and sweet, quenching my thirst and easing the knots
in my churning stomach. " Angelo, thank you so much. I do believe that
if I lay down for a bit I'll feel just fine. It's been a very hectic
day. "

He led me across the hall into another era and elation surrounded my
heart. I entered a Victorian Drawing Room and Angelo laughed. " '
Welcome to my parlour, said the spider to the fly. ' This is the main
drawing room and as you can plainly see, it was created using a very
feminine touch. The lady who designed this for me had comfort in mind,
making any guests want to linger with the host. "

" I see you're a man with ulterior motives..this room becomes
you,
Angelo. "

The elaborate wallpaper was scrolled in small scale floral patterns
with finely detailed vines and birds set against a background of red,
blue and green, overprinted with shades of cream and tan. The ceiling
moldings were intricately carved and painted a lighter shade of cream,
while the ceiling itself had added scrollwork decorations. The window
drapes were made of brocade and matched the wallpaper perfectly. They
were folded and held back with scroll shaped fitments, embellished with
red tassels, blue-ribbons and green festoons. The gold-gilded valances
adorned the tops and were made of velvet and lace. In the back corner
was a deep goldenrod and emerald green brocade settee. Angelo helped me
sit down, then lifted my feet as I leaned my back and head against the
overstuffed arm. I closed my eyes to the cool dimness and was out like
a lady with the vapors.

**********

Coming back from our walk to the waterfall, I saw many handsome
horsedrawn carriages outside the garnet-colored front door. " Marcus, I
fear we're slightly late in returning to our engagement party. "

" Bethanie, we don't have to be present until 7pm. " Marcus took out
his father's gold pocketwatch and glanced at it. " That gives us plenty
of time. If we sneak around to the servant's entrance, no one will be
the wiser. "

He grasped my wrist and we ran quickly around to the kitchen doorway,
ducking inside so we wouldn't be noticed. Marcus put his finger to his
lips and smiled at the help..a few of the younger girls giggled as
Marcus passed by. After we were out of earshot, I laughed until my
sides ached. " Marcus, you brighten everyone's day, including mine.
"

Marcus captured me in his arms, pinning me against the door to my room.
He lowered his lips to mine..the kiss was sweet, but cut short as the
door opened and we fell to the floor! Regina gave us her most
disapproving look and haughtily said, " I thought for sure you'd be
late and I'd be blamed as usual! Hurry up so you can have a bath and be
ready in time for your father's presentation. "

Marcus got up and gave me his hand. With a twinkle in his eye, he laid
a brief peck on Regina's cheek, causing her to blush profusely. " Away
with you now, Count Marcus, we've women's work
to attend to. " Regina sounded harsh, but had a soft spot in her heart
for my husband-to-be.

" Bethanie, My Love, I'll see you later. " Marcus blew me a kiss as he
left for his rooms.

Regina swiftly closed the door so I could bathe and dress, with no
distractions. " Bethanie, why're you always late whenever you're with
Marcus? " Her manner was stern, but mirthful. " Let me help you out
these clothes. " She tsked reprovingly. " They look as if they went for
a swim in the lake, with you not far behind! " She spoke under her
breath,
" Ahhh, to be young and impulsive again. If I was the lucky girl being
courted by Count Marcus, we'd never've made it back in time! " She
pointed at the tub. " Bethanie, your water's been drawn, and I've added
your favorite lavender scent. "

" Regina, you're a dear lady. I've no idea what I'd do without you. " I
stepped out of my wet clothes and into pure delight..my weary body
wanted to soak for hours, but I knew there wasn't time.

**********

A cold compress was put on my forehead and I heard someone call my
name. " Marcus, is that you? "

" No, Countess Nancy..it's me, Angelo. Are you feeling any better?
"

I sighed and stretched. " Yes, Angelo, almost like I'd been relaxing in
a hottub for hours..how long was I asleep? "

" For just a few minutes, My Dear. " Angelo helped me to a sitting
position. " Is there anything I can get for you, anything you have need
of? "

" Desiree', what made me faint? " She'd retreated to a part of me I
couldn't reach..

" Time will tell! " That tiny voice closed the distance between
us.

My thirst for Adrian's blood quickly gained control of my thoughts..his
life force to give me strength, warmth, and love. I didn't take time to
consider the last word that came to mind as his very name sent my
senses reeling! I needed to find something I could concentrate
on.
" Angelo, what time is it? "

" Going on 3pm, Countess Nancy. Do you have another appointment to
keep..one that'll leave me bereft of your charming company? " Angelo
didn't sound pleased.

" Angelo, I promised to meet a very special man later on this evening,
but there's no rush. In fact, I wish you'd continue with your showing.
"

" Only if you reveal his name to me. " Angelo laughed in a booming
voice.
" I know many people and I might be able to give you some information
as a favor for spending so much time and money here. "

" Desiree', do you think I should tell him? "

" Nancy, I'm sure he knows about you and Adrian already. Angelo wants
to test your honesty, so he can see whether or not to trust you. "
Desiree' was resolute in her admonition.

" Angelo, his name is Adrian, and I met him Tuesday night at a downtown
club called Precious Metals. He's the lead singer for the Brain
Jumpers. "

" Adrian Connor..yes, I know of him. He and his group have entertained
for some of my most important and valued customers..they find him
darkly creative. " Angelo's face lit up with pleasure. " Did he mention
his special plans for tonight? "

I felt let down. " Not to me, he didn't. " Jealousy seeped into my
heart. Adrian had mentioned supper, but nothing else.

Angelo interrupted my train of thought. " Countess Nancy, there's no
need for the suspicious look in your eyes..Adrian's bringing you here
for your evening meal. "

" I don't understand, Angelo. "

" Adrian and I are very close. He's told me all about the other
night..rather, what he remembers of the other night! " Electric shocks
coursed through my veins as Angelo said with cunning amusement, " Don't
be upset! He's my godson. His mother was a good friend and client of
mine before she passed away. I've been like an Uncle to him since he
moved back to this area from Montana. "

" Desiree'. " Angelo's words left me weak in body and spirit as the
Hunger for Adrian's blood blasted me with a sudden atomic force. Now
that Angelo knew, how would I be able to assuage this horriffic need
that swirled throughout my every nerve cell? Needles and pins pricked
at my skin, and I broke out in a cold sweat.

" Nancy..calm down before you throw yourself into a tizzy! " Desiree'
smiled to herself as she talked outloud to me. " Angelo's the one who
wants us to initiate Adrian into our lifestyle. " I breathed a sigh of
relief and Desiree' continued. " Adrian's mother was named Lorraine.
She had a real zest for living and although she loved Adrian's father
with all of her heart, she never told him she was a ' soul of the
night. ' The only person she trusted was Angelo. " Desiree' touched his
arm. " Her confession gained Angelo's reassurance that Adrian would
learn about her Vampire side of the family when the time was right. "
Desiree' sighed. " Lorraine was pregnant while she and Adrian's father
lived in the wilds of Montana. There was no availability of fresh
innocent blood for her there, so she slowly grew weaker and weaker as
time went by. Adrian's father took her to doctor after doctor, but they
could never pinpoint the reason why she was wasting away. Late one
night she telephoned Angelo because she had gone into labor. " Tears
came to my eyes and overflowed down my cheeks.
" Angelo had just enough viable life force so Lorraine could deliver
Adrian, but the small amount wasn't enough to keep her alive. "
Desiree' whispered inside my sub-conscious, " Nancy, even Vampires can
die. "

" Yes, Countess Nancy, all of it's true. Lorraine specified in her last
will and testament that she wanted me to be Adrian's Uncle, even though
we're not related by blood. I lived near Adrian and his father for many
years, but my business dealings were such that moving here to
Springfield allowed me advanced opportunities to come in contact with
clientele and merchants on a personal basis. " He removed a picture of
Adrian and himself from his wallet. They smiled as they held a long
stringer of fish between them in front of Adrian's cabin. " His mother
owned the property where he built White Wolf Lodge..it's his
inheritance from her side of the family. The nearest place on the map
to him is Colrain. " Angelo winked at me. " Would you like to divulge
any details about your visit there? "

" Angelo, a true Lady never kisses and tells. " I grinned. " That glint
in your eyes leads me to believe that Adrian's already given you an
earful. "

" Of the sketchy details he can recall! " Angelo laughed heartily. "
Lorraine would be very pleased in the way you handled Adrain with kid
gloves. Her approval rating would have been 5 gold stars for the care
and concern that you demonstrated after the taking of Adrian's blood. "
I gave him a questioning look. " Gustav's kept me informed per orders
of Countess Desiree'. "

" Is that true, Desiree'? "

" It was preordained by the Great Goddess herself, for everyone's
protection. Lorraine was one of her faithful servants and she knew that
Kermes Twa would find the right ones to introduce Adrain into this
lifestyle. As Lorraine's offspring, Adrian is deserving of the special
treatment that only you and I can deliver to him. " Desiree' had all
the answers.

" Then you have no qualms about what's going to happen to Adrian
tonight, Angelo? " I asked.

" None whatsoever, Countess Nancy. An agreement's been reached and the
matter of taking Adrian's life force is settled as far as I'm
concerned. " He turned his thoughts back to his showing. " Now we must
find the perfect outfit for you to wear tonight. " He held up the first
of three dresses he
had selected. " These are to die for..this first one's a crocheted
twinset slipdress for all seasons. Beautifully detailed and exquisitely
crafted by yours truly. " He made a sweeping bow in front of me and I
giggled. " It glistens richly with delicate beading, intricately woven
into the open work stitch. The shoulder straps are made of silked
satin. Both pieces are finished with shimmery scalloped edging and come
in steel or French blue. " He seemed lost in a world of his own making.
" My associate, Mr. Carlos has combined a luxurious mix of satin and
velvet, perfect partners on this long halter dress. It's form-fitting
velvet, with satin binding detail. It sports a mock turtle-neck and a
thigh-high, off-center slit. Either color of chocolate or red currant
would suit you, Countess Nancy. " Angelo was definitely in his
element.
" And last, but by no means least, my newest design. A long iridescent
slip dress drapes a light as air layer of lace over a slip liner with a
plunging neckline, cutting a body carved silhouette. " He held this
dress next to my body as I saw my reflection in the mirror. " Its
quintessential slim shape is dramatized with a thigh high side slit and
spaghetti straps in raspberry delight. " His eyes were lit with
excitement. " I'll give you a few minutes to decide..just remember,
this evening will be a very special one for both you and Adrian.
"

" Angelo, this last gown is primo perfection..I'll be wearing it for
your dinner party! " Did I really say those words outloud?

" Nancy, you must remember this..I can speak for you and through you
now. Whenever and wherever I so desire. " Desiree' was full of
surprises.

" Countess Nancy, you've chosen well. " He turned to a pair of steel
and silver satin stilettos on a pedestal behind him. " My Dear, these
ultra-chic shoes have ankle straps that buckle, pointed toes, and 5"
metal heels. " He thought for a minute. " And to finish the outfit,
these shimmery silvered stockings will massage and stimulate your pulse
points every time you move. A must have on this night of endless
possibilities! " Angelo beamed in delight. " Why don't you do me the
honor of being my overnight guest..your fainting spell has me concerned
for your health and if you stay here where I can keep an eye on you,
I'll be much relieved. "

" Angelo, I'll accept your offer, but only if you promise to show me
the rest of your charming house and tell me it's fascinating history. "
I glanced around the room. " I've seen pictures and read articles, but
have never been inside a real Victorian mansion before. "

" I"ll take you to your rooms, then. " There was a doorway off the back
of the parlour that opened into a mudroom. Angelo led the way up
curving stairs to the second floor.

" Desiree'.. " I was forced to hold onto the railing in order to keep
my balance.

" Nancy, whatever's the matter with you now? " Desiree' sounded
peeved.
" Just yesterday you would've taken these steps two at a time! "

Her whining didn't phase me as I plodded upstairs..I sat down at the
halfway point, completely exhausted.

Angelo rushed to meet me, then took my hand in his and helped me to my
feet. " My dear girl, I forgot you're not feeling up to par." He cupped
my elbow and we trudged to the top, turned left, then stopped at the
first door on the right.

Angelo twisted the doorknob and it opened on oiled hinges, revealing an
exquisitely feminine bedroom. The magnificent black wrought-iron bed
was lavishly decorated with three floral medallions..a large one in the
middle, and a smaller one to each side. The medallions were black with
flowers of blue, red, white, yellow, and pink, intertwined with tiny
green leaves. Black throw pillows were delicately embroirdered with Red
Indian elephants and accompanied the crimson bedspread of finest
Egyptian cotton. Framed emphera hung on the ivory-colored walls and
served as artwork. The window treatments were of ivory lace, trimmed
with gold-braid across the bottom. A flowered needlepoint rug matched
the framed emphera. Over in the corner by the nickle-plated parlor
stove was a glorious old clawfoot tub, equipped with a shower. A
handsome full-length mirror was attached to the wall on the far side of
the room next to the cherrywood chest of drawers. A lace doily lay
across the top of the dresser and on each end were carved ivory
elephants, their trunks in the air, holding aqua colored glass
sconces.
" Angelo, this room befits a Queen."

He touched my cheek, " Or a beautiful Countess who needs some rest. Lay
your head down, and take a nap. " Angelo fluffed the pillows. " I'll
send Valera up to check on you in about an hour. "

" Angelo, I understand why Desiree' likes you so much. You barely know
me and yet you treat me like royalty. " He leaned over and kissed my
forehead like a father would do to his daughter. He smelled of Old
Spice..soothing and reassuring.

He left the room, softly closing the door behind him.
" Desiree', where've you disappeared to? " I wanted to ask her about
the evening's festivities, but she'd vanished into thin air!

" This is nothing short of a miracle, Ducky..Desiree's not here, but I
call this house my home! " That squiggling voice lay like haevy blocks
of cement on my eyelids and I drifted off to sleep.

**********

Soaking in the lavender-scented bathwater was such bliss, so soothing
to my senses until I considered my conflicting thoughts and feelings
about becoming engaged to and then being married to Marcus. My
unsettling reflections were rudely interrupted by Regina. " Bethanie,
hurry up Girlie! You don't want to be late to your own engagement
party, now do you? That would make your Father very angry. "

The gleam in her eyes told me a completely different story. " Regina,
Papa's never had a harsh word to say to me..you know I'm the apple of
his eye. " The one thought which always brought joy to my heart was
that my poor twin sister Desiree', couldn't please Papa, no matter how
hard or in how many ways she tried. I wanted, I needed, I craved
attention and I always made sure that Desiree' was seen in a bad light.
Yes, I certainly knew how to manipulate my Dear Papa. I had him wrapped
around my little finger, which left Desiree' out in the cold to fend
for herself. She had material possessions galore, but I had all of
Papa's love. She was lucky to recieve crumbs of kindness here and
there.

" You were always that and more! " Regina handed me a luxurious
Egyptian towel, made of the finest cotton that had come back on Papa's
clipper ship, Goddess Of The Sea, along with many other items. She
helped me dry off, then looked me over in the way a mother would a
daughter. " Yes indeed, Bethanie, Marcus is a very lucky man to be
marrying you. I know you'll bring him much love and joy, and many
children to make yours a happy family home. "

" Regina, I want that more than anything else in this world. To have
children with Marcus. " For all intents and purposes, that would be
just the beginning of holding on to him. He'd told me on numerous
occassions that his legacy would be carried on by our children. I put
on my best smile.
" The only way to accomplish that is to get me dressed so Marcus will
realize I'm the Belle of the Ball. I want every other woman to pale in
comparison to me. "

" Bethanie, there's no woman in this world that can hold a candle to
you.You have beauty, charm, elegance, and intelligence. And a heart
that has the capacity to truly love. " Regina knew the side of me that
I portrayed to the world.

It was true I had everything that she said, but loving Marcus in the
deepest sense of the word could never be. I cared for Marcus, but
mainly wanted the power and prestiege that came with his name. He must
never suspect that I'd already given my heart, soul, and body to
another man. Phillipe had met Desiree' when he was first mate aboard
Papa's clipper ship, Goddess of the Sea. Neither one of us would've
been allowed to marry him, as he was beneath our social standing.
Tonight, the night of my engagement party, would be the last time I
could see him before he sailed on the newest clipper ship Papa had
bought for trade with China. The clipper was named
Sapphire Ocean and Papa had one of his trusted captains, now retired,
design and carve the figurehead after me. Her graceful flowing robes
were the color of seacrest spray, her wind-tossed tresses black as
India ink. Her lips the color of the scarlet tanager, curved in a come
hither smile, welcoming all sailors in port or on the seven seas.

I was to meet Phillipe at midnight in the apple orchard, a mile from
the house. Tonight would be the last chance for us to be together for
the next two years.

" Bethanie! Wake up from your daydreaming, girl! " Regina shook my
shoulders. " Here are your undergarments. Please start dressing
yourself as I need to prepare your hair accessories. " She pointed to
the crisp white cotton bloomers I enjoyed wearing and the tan
light-weight linen chemise that would fit like a second skin under my
ball gown. She had laid them out on the bed beside my Barley Gold
colored ballgown, the latest rage in Paris.

I slipped both of them on and studied myself in the mirror. " Yes, " I
said to myself, " I'll be the most beautiful woman there, the central
focus of everyone's attention..a prima donna, undertaking the leading
role in an operatic musical. "

I held onto the bedpost as Regina helped me step into my elegant floral
brocade ballgown. The sleeves would be worn low on my shoulders, giving
the ladies something to gossip about. Each glimmering black sequin was
accented with a black bead in the middle. Regina pulled the bodice
lacing as tightly as she could, making it hard for me to breathe. "
Bethanie, have you put on weight? " Regina huffed. " It seems as if
this gown is much harder to close than it was when you were first
fitted for it! "

" You do have a vivid imagination, Regina. " I smiled at her, but knew
in my heart she was right. I was almost certain of the cause, but after
Marcus and I were married, it wouldn't matter. If I was with child, it
would belong to Marcus, no matter who the real father was. The dress
was a little snug, but managable.

I slipped the most luxurious kidskin shoes on my feet, imported all the
way from Italy. " Turn around Girlie, so I can see how you look. "
Regina's face broke out in a huge grin. " My, my..you look exactly like
your Mother when she was eighteen. I wish she were here for your
betrothal party tonight. "

Our Mother had died of break-bone fever when Desiree' and I were 10 and
I missed her with all my heart. I sighed, as tears moistened my eyes.
Maybe if she was still alive, my life would be different. She could've
talked to Papa for me, and I could be with Phillipe instead of marrying
Marcus.

After Mother passed away, Desiree' went from being bad to being worse.
She was actually quite beautiful after she lost a lot of weight, but
was a shameless flirt with older men. We were as different as night and
day, never seeing eye to eye on anything and there'd been times when I
wondered how we could ever be twins, but I had found the secret in our
family Bible, in Mama's own handwriting.

In the summer of our sixteenth year, Desiree' was found in the company
of one of Papa's closest friends. The man was divorced and the furor
caused Papa and me so much embarrassment, that she was banished from
the house for well over 2 years. She was to finish school in France and
sailed there with Uncle Joshua. The first time Papa and I knew anything
about her husband, Marcus, was when he came to Springfield and told us
of her untimely death. I never knew what Marcus saw in Desiree', but
unfortunately he cast his eyes in my direction and asked Papa for my
hand in marriage, without even consulting me on the matter. Papa gave
his wholehearted consent and I was to be engaged to Marcus through no
fault of my own.

Regina put the finishing touches on my hair and face. The gold ribbons
that adorned my raven tresses had belonged to Mama. They set off my
dark curls to perfection. I needed no cosmetic enhancements for my
emerald green eyes with their long black lashes or my rosy cheeks. My
lipstick was a gift from Marcus, manufactured only in Fredericksburg
and in my mind's eye I pictured Phillipe kissing my soft full lips,
painted with Courtly Wine. I dabbed the fragrance of Night Blooming
Jasmine behind my ears and on my wrists..Phillipe had given me this
particular perfume soon after we met, but after this evening I'd wear
the scent that Marcus preferred..Lavender Love. Regina kissed my cheek,
" Bethanie, you're a vision in gold and black and would make your dear
mother very proud of you. "
She turned to leave. " I must go downstairs and make sure everyone's in
place for the announcement, but I'll return in just a few minutes.
"

**********

I was startled when a knock came at the door. " May I come in Countess
Nancy? " The knob turned slowly and Valera walked through the
doorway.
" Are you feeling any better? " She touched my forehead and cheeks,
then helped me sit up. " I've brought pomegranate juice to tide you
over until supper. "

" Valera, I'm glad you're here. " I let out a huge yawn. "Even though I
got some sleep, I've never felt this tired in my entire life. Do you
think I might be coming down with the flu? "

" No, Countess Nancy. In the beginning stages of Vampirism, your need
for fresh, innocent blood is a vital neccessity. Your own blood doesn't
give your body the nourishment it needs in order for you to feel
normal. Once you feed on Adrian's life force, the tiredness and
weakness will disappear. " She handed me the glass of juice and a red
vitamin pill and watched as I swallowed them down.

" Valera, you really do care about Desiree', don't you? "

" The Great Goddess brought me to Desiree' when she was eighteen and
all alone in this world. When Desiree' accepted Kermes Twa as the Great
and Only Goddess, she'd already been victim to a secret coven of
unscrupulous Vampires. Gustav, CeCe, and I nursed her back to health,
but the road's been long and hard. Her body finally failed her and
she's been forced to occupy other flesh in order to keep her spirit
alive. She and I have a loving and kind relationship. Kermes Twa
granted the three of us eternal life, as long as we are devoted to her
and Desiree'. " There was disbelief in my eyes. " I see by the look on
your face that you don't believe my words, but Desiree' will confirm
what I tell you as truth. " She sighed and glanced at her watch.
" That story will have to wait for another time as you must ready
yourself for supper with Adrian. "

" Valera, could you start the shower for me? I know if I take a bath,
I'll want to crawl back in Angelo's bed and sleep till the crack of
dawn. "

" Of course, Countess Nancy. I've brought a special blended soap for
you to use..the coconut oil will cleanse and purify, the cherry oil
will attract Adrian to you, and the blue rose oil honors Kermes Twa and
Aequalis. " She handed the perfumed bar to me. " While the water runs
over your body, let the ritual words flow through you, speaking them
outloud to bind them to your heart and soul. "

I parted the shower curtain, then stepped into the tub of steaming
water and freed my body and spirit from the day's impurities. The
coconut was the first scent to reach my nostrils, reminding me of white
sandy beaches. The pleasant aroma of cherry blossoms lingered like a
summer's day. The blue rose bouquet enveloped my soul like the aged
perfection a fine wine, setting forth a communicated libation fit for
the gods.

Lettan the sentire of the Cacao hnutu claensian min bodig ond
gemynd
Laefen me ond suculus
Freo from gylt ond wrongdon
Ah claene pagina ond defoulen
Lettan the sentire of kerasos blostma fyllan Adrian with
desiderare
With me the Magnes lithos to dragan him ond cepan him neah
Lettan the sentire of the Blewe Rosas placere bathir Kermes Twa ond
Aequalis
In Honor, Lufu, ond Devovere
Aeternalis Bilanx

Let the scent of the Coconut cleanse my body and mind
Leaving me unsoiled
Free from guilt and wrongdoing
A clean page, undefiled
Let the scent of Cherry Blossoms fill Adrian with desire
With me the magnet to draw him and keep him near
Let the scent of the Blue Roses please both Kermes Twa and
Aequalis
In Honor, Love, and Devotion
Eternal Balance

I drew in a deep breath and realized my life scales were unequal.
Valera sensed my thoughts. " You'll be restored and refreshed once you
partake of Adrian's life force tonight. " She'd laid out my clothes for
the evening..I put the underwear on while she walked to the other side
of the room and came back carrying a gaily wrapped box, tied with a red
velvet bow. Valera didn't say a word about what might be in the
mysterious package, but gave me a big smile. " Hold your arms up. " The
dress slid over my head and down my body in a perfect fit. She motioned
me to the dresser and I sat in front of the mirror. " Valera applied
Black As Coal mascara and eyeliner and Lavender Haze for my eyelids. My
nails and lips were reddened with Angelo's exclusive Raspberry Dreams.
She brushed the hair back from my face and let it fall in naturally
curling waves. " Softer than spun cotton to the touch and black as
raven feathers. " She kissed the top of my head. " You remind me of
Desiree' in so many ways, " she said, then handed me the box. " Adrian
would be honored to have you wear this present from him tonight. " I
tore the bow and wrapping paper off..
nestled inside a black jewelry box on a cloud of gold tissue lay a
thirty inch necklace of equal, alternating Lapis Lazuli and Carnelian
stones, interspersed with four Moss Agates, two on either side. Hanging
on a golden clasp from the very middle of the strand was a highly
polished star-shaped stone in contrasting wave bands of light yellow,
tan, brown, red, grey and black..the matching earrings were made of the
same stone and shaped into crescent moons. " Countess Nancy, I've no
doubts that once Adrian lays eyes on you, he'll be yours to do with as
you please. "