Scared for life

Scar me
Cause me pain
It is better than emptiness
Hurt me
Make me bleed
At least than I'll know I'm alive
Fill the hollowness
With my grief
With my sorrow
Cut me
Mix my blood
With your tortured tears

Don't hold me
It doesn't help
Don't kiss me
It gives me no joy
Don't promise me
Forever
I don't
Know
If
It
Exists