Self pity

I'm giving up self pity i dont need it
anymore,

Though my heart is battered and my soul is
sore,

I cant let him do this i wont let him
win,

I'm alone but im coping in this life of
sin.

I'm ok yes im fine i need noone but
me,

If i love and i feel then il never be
free,

so come on hurt me just for old times
sake,

Ive been downtrodden my hearts unavailable to
break,

I'm giving up self pity its been my closest
friend.

I want to go on living well i have to
pretend.

So lets all be happy talk of flowers in the
sun,

lets talk about the good times the laughter and
fun.

'coz from all the backstabbing the humilliation
and pain,

i must be a much stronge person here in
lifes rain.

Oh look at me complaining ive had alot
fromt his life,

I've had a whole lot of nothing mixed
with trouble and strife,

So yes ive given up self
pity i dont need it i swear,

And i can see your not
listening do you really even care?