Solitary

There is no remedy for me I can see, while my heart and soul
disappears without a trace, I am scared that this is all there is for a
man like me in the place.
To this life I am caught like a thief, living on borrowed emotions I
stand beside myself lying at a bar, waiting for someone or something to
take me away far from this strange cave I have carved in to this bare
landscape.

Now I have closed the door what is to become in this ceiled room from
the stair and glair I hide from, from their eyes I cannot escape or
penetrate, I am lost with out a trace, did you ever even know I was
here in this place.
Take my hand and see what it is to be part of this creature in place of
a human, devil or sheep, with my identity I cannot find peaceful
sleep.
Interbred from creature to beast, I am lost split by multi dimensions
to my strong and weak personality.
What is it that makes one side strong and the other incomplete, I am to
some a dream that they would hold and never let go, to other they only
see me in there darkest times of sleep, when you hear every noise and
sound that the house makes from the full moon to the dawn where the
birds wake you from your sleep.
To others I am a demon that needs to be taken care of quite and
discrete, a danger that they fear as in the mirror they see me there,
but they wont touch what I represent because of their fear, to others I
am a pillar to admire, supporting their strength in those times where
all is not near, they finds me there ready to fight the creatures they
fear.
What is it that I must dare to bring me closer to this world I am to
prisoner in solitary you will find me there.