Withdrawal Symptons

I remember when I'd dream of you
I could almost touch the stars
But now the memories are all I'll have
So bitter are these scars

And nothing will bring you back to me
Not now you've made that choice
All I can do is scream and cry
And pray that someone hears my voice

I'm not used to being so alone
Need someone to love, someone to hold
These tears are all that cover me now
These symptoms, I'm dying, I don't know how

To wake in the morning and know you're not mine
It's something that threatens this heart of mine
To break down, to give up, this is not my script
But every day just feels like an itch

And the itch won't go away, it's always here
Feeding off my skin, wishing I'd disappear
And one day I will, but not now, that's clear
I'm stuck and I'm punished and I'm frightened of Fear

I'm not used to being so alone
Need someone to love, someone to hold
These tears are all that cover me now
These symptoms, I'm dying, I don't know how

Poetry in motion, a silent massacre
An image so vivid, so horrid, maccabre
Alone I shall lay, with my heart on my sleeve
Three weeks it's been now, since you had to leave

Heartbroken, I am - myself, I am not
My very prescence you've seemingly forgot
But no worries there, you'll be seeing me soon
And we'll soon both be dreaming
Looking up at the moon.