Friends in Reality

Here's the thing, you have a group of friends and you love those friends. At least you think you do. Hell, you probably don't and just convince yourself you do.

Then, lets say so have to make a change, change school or move or something. You must change your friends. Then you realize you don't love those friends, you don't even really like them. At the same time you create this idea, this fantasy of the new friends you will have. They´re great...in your mind.

You make that big change and you realize you´re not as good as making friends as you thought you were. You´re not as cute, not as smart, not as funny as you believed you were. And the new people you meet, they´re not as great as they were on your mind. You´re all of the sudden not as happy.
You try to go back and discover your olf friends are not there anymore.

That´s when it hits you, you´re completely on your own. Maybe you never had any friends to begin with. Maybe nobody has any friends.

Friends aren´t real, they´re just an illusion to avoid feeling empty.