Another love

At first there is no one there
And you feel in deep despair
You wait for what seems like years
Slow flowing emotional tears
Then someone comes into your life and makes it seem like living
Now to this one thing, all your heart you're giving
But then someone else comes along and takes up half your brain
Mentally depressing you and driving you insane
You don't know which path to take because you don't know where it
ends
Is it your heart you put at risk and wait until it mends?
You know that both are important and you love them with your
heart
But you don't want to choose one and the other friendship part
You are so confused at where you stand with the decision you have to
make
But it is the risk you are going to have to take
It may not seem much to them but you feel strong with guilt
You feel like your being pushed and pulled and hung upon a tilt
You want your life to be happy and also both theirs too
But you don't know what you are going to have to do!