Trail-Blazer

Lace your mascara with cocaine
It's the only way to cover up the
Beauty scars on your face
It's the only way you'll wear it.
Take your pills and needles and scabs
and bury them under your heart below the floorboard
They're not the real you.
Hide and seek behind a bible and charity
Vocal in Kindness
Subdued with judgement
Sedated to feelings
Regrets constrict your consciousness
As if life rapes you when you're already dead.
Maybe Cain didn't kill Abel
Maybe it was suicide
All for a story passed on in writing
A T.V. death is always more famous
than when all eyes are shut.
Sell your life to the very thing that
made your body a (w)hole
The melting mountain snow
intoxicates your nobody
and makes you somebody
Someone who can be loved while the camera still has a roll
with your name on it
And forgotten