Downhill

My life is a mess
I can't comprehend
The things I have
And haven't
Done
And why I
Did or
Didn't do them
I can't remember
Where things went
D
O
W
N
H
I
L
L
And when I went
From all smiles
To rolled up dollar bills
And inhalation
And I can't remember
The last time
A smile
Was genuine
And I was happy
I don't know where things
Went so
God awfully
Wrong.