Rape

Detached&;#8230;&;#8230;.
With life I feel like life will swallow me up,
For I have no love to speak of and for what I did have you have taken
the shards.
My love which I gave to you was whole pure and virginal,
You raped my heart and tore at my soul, my child I bare is of an incest
bare,
You have no care for me, you loved for only those few seconds and then
left me in the ditch to rot,
The shards you stole can never be replaced, they were all I had left of
a heart and now I nothing to fill this void.
The love we had was ecstasy and a stallion of passion and lust,
But of course the passion was from me and the lust from your deceitful
clutch,
As I lie in my bed tattered from the pain I have been given I think of
you,
Not in the painful sense that I have grown accustom, but in the loving
way I showed you to the last.

I walk to the bathroom and pull the knife,
I see your reflection in the mirror laughing at me, at what I stood
for,
Now I stand for nothing and can never see the light of my love,
You have stolen all that was pure within me,
You were my last hope for life and security,
Now you will watch me as I cut my wrists and hope to find a new
soul.

I see you in another painful light,
As the darkness closes on me and my blood floods the floors I see you
smirk and take mirth in my pain,
I am but one man, but with a thousand men's pain and sorrow,
My life drips to the floor in red streams of haemoglobin, not carrying
oxygen, but my life force.

See what love has done to me?
The element that made us has destroyed me,
You&;#8230; you are harlot and a&;#8230;&;#8230; and
MY LOVE
I forgive&;#8230;&;#8230;&;#8230;you&;#8230;..