Coming into the light

i have finally realized
that i am sane
and you are not
you kept telling me
i was messed up
juvenille
childish
immature
but i think you had it
backwards
you controlled me
i don't care what you think
you are nothing
you mean nothing to me
does that hurt?
good
now you know how it feels
i am long past giving
a fuck about what you
do and do not appreciate
i have the gun now
and when you question my
courage, i will pull the
trigger ever so joyfully, and
watch all that you were, are
and ever could have been
splatter on the wall.
chunks of nothingness
sliding down
to fall into a puddle
of relief
i have saved the world
saved it from your thoughts
opinions
and insignificant ways of thinking