Afar...

I want to tell you how I feel,
But the risks I could not bare.
Of losing you forever more,
And falling further into despair.
So I'll keep things as they are.

I want too tell you what it means,
When you hold me close, so tight.
I only want to lie entwined with you,
Until we wake at morning light.
I'll love you from afar.

I want to tell you, you're all I need,
But ill wait until the time;
Because if I'm wrong like before,
You will never end up mine.
So I'll keep things as they are.

I want to tell you what I see,
When I look you in the eyes.
Boundless pools of deep blue wonder,
Full of magic, empty of lies.
I'll love you from afar.

I want to tell you what I think,
As you hold me close to you.
My heart beats and I beam a smile,
And I wished you only knew.
So I'll keep things as they are.

I want to tell you what you are,
For I fear you are not sure.
So I'll tell you now if I dare:
You're innocent, sweet and pure.
I'll love you from afar.

I want to tell you how I feel,
Whilst sat with you sharing a meal.
I want too tell you what it means,
While were still young and in our teens!
I want to tell you, you're all I need,
While my heart and head are still agreed.
I want to tell you what I see,
In the hope it helps you choose me.
I want to tell you what I think,
But my hands shake and confidence shrink.
I want to tell you what you are,
You're my hope and brightest star.

But I'm just too shy,
And I don't know why!
So I'll keep things as they are,
I'll love you from afar.

Dedicated to: Jason! He is now my ex. But at the time i wrote it he was
my lover!