Blue Oblivion

The glitter has settled.
You know me too well.

You believe in magick no longer.

Sit me back onto my shelf.
Come back now and again to look at me.

I thought it could be forever.
The deep gazes. Stars in the eyes.

Tragic this is what it faded to.
I never knew there was a feeling colored this
blue.
.......Feeling colored this blue.......

Deep. You were so deep.
I could see everything in your eyes.

Pathways leading to dreams and experiences.
The loving of you. A hard thing to do.

Held captive by your stare.
Your eyes burning into mine.

A wet x~stacy. Orgasmic Divine.

I have lost you.
I never knew there was a feeling colored this
blue.

My body is so frail.
I sit and wait for you.

I am so anemic.
A cut wrist baby.

You were the one who saved me.
You saved me from cold darkness in my mind.

My suicidal Xanax~ A death made by design.

Blue Oblivion.

My eyes Black, Snow~Flake Obsidion.

Memory webbing I weave.
Keep you close to me.

I sit and wait,
For an absolution of you.

Something to take away the pain felt in this feeling colored this
blue.
.........Feeling colored this blue..........

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