Never forget

Emotions hanging like ripped draperies.
You are on the jagged edges of my mind.
Not knowing the fine lines of love and hate that you walk with
me.

You used to feel like home to me.
Now you fall through my delicate fingers faster than sand.
I lost your heart and I will never find it again.

I said words to you I will not be able to say to another.
Eyes burning through my insides.
Something I could never ignore.

Love was in front of me.
I touched it.
I touched you.

You seem to be an appirition within me now.
A distant memory of a fading dream.
A drug~filled thorn in my heart.

How much I wanted you...inside of me.
Behind me.
Surrounding me.

Coursing through me.

I want to see you clearly again.
I need you so I can stand without faltering.
I was the strongest with you.

I still know you were my functioning piece.
You made me shine.
You made the whole of me.

Time...is something you can't ignore.
I feel every second without you.
Time ticking in unison with my heart beat.

My sight is blurry.
My heart is slower.
I'm older and not much wiser.

But I still know that...I love you, and I always will.

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