This...silence...

Did you know that I love you?

I know you want me to love you, but do you want to give love
back?

Why did you go?

So I could miss you even more?

Seems like you don't feel the same now.

You don't have the time to show it.

I can't wait because I never learned the virtue of patience.

I always fall and give more than anyone is willing or able to give
back.

I hate myself for it in the end.
Again.
I do it again and again.

You are in a rush to know deep secrets.

You want to know everything you can.

You find out and you get bored.

I can't give anymore because I already gave you it all.

I can't reach inside and pull out what isn't there.

My soul is a locked door and not even I have the key.

You make me stumble with my words.
You make my voice find a softer tone.
And you make me cry.

Do you know how often you make me cry?

If you knew would you do anything or just stand and watch?

Taking in the sight of a flushed face with tear stained cheeks.

Maybe absorb that you are the cause and...smile.

Tell me it's not over.
Tell me I don't see this crumbling.
Assure me that I'm not gonna fall down.

Let me know that if I do..you will stop me before I smack my face into
the concrete and bust some teeth out.

Can you still tell me I make you smile as big as you used to?

Prove that you want me just as much as you did before........

What?
Before what?
Because...WHAT IS this?

I can always call you hunny baby but..
Is it okay to ask if we are in limbo?

Can you get back to me on that one?

Please..
Because the fog is too thick and I can't even see your sillouette
anymore....

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