Y FAIR ANGEL

Fair angel cannot help me,
Although she longs to do,
'Tis only I can help
Myself,and I alone.
What is it that I feel?
I say I love you,
But what love do I mean ?
At times I hate you,
The sight of you,
The words you long to share.
So what love do I have for you?
Am I comfortable in your company?
Am I free as my will desires?
Is it burdan that you are to me?
Is it noose and chain and lock ?
What love is this that I feel?
Is it love.....or pain concealed ?
I hear my head,clear as a bell,
But fear of,or stength lacking,
Prevent me from going further.
Betrayl ,I betray you and I.

And all I want is to be alone,
Just me and my company,
My animals,they are part of me,
My children,they are here too,
My thoughts, my feelings,
But ,I see no place for you,
I'm sorry,
But that is my head,my heart.
I see you as a friend,a dear friend,
But not one with whom I can dwell,
I think we are too different,
And it's not you,but me.
There is an old saying,
'If you love somebody
Set them free '
I give you your freedom.
And I am sorry.

Fair angel cannot help me,
Although she longs to do,
'Tis only I can help
Myself,and I alone.