Can't forget

*My friend wrote this, tell me what you think*

Everything was perfect
"can i talk to you about something?"
Except for about a week before
"sure"
everytime i tried to hold her, everytime i took her hand
she pulled away
"can we go back to just being friends?"
damn

I told her i felt the same way
that i too wanted it to end
thats what i told everybody
too bad i cant convinve myself

At first, i had believed myself
as i sat chatting with friends
i felt relieved
one less thing to worry about
then reality set in

as i lay in the dark, trying to sleep
i thought about it for the first time
she dumped me
its over
never again will i kiss her
never again will she fall asleep in my arms
never again will i hold her
and tell her that shes beautiful

damn

but i knew it was coming

during that last week, i knew
i wouldnt admit it, but deep down i knew
i pretended all was good
thought of when things were good
and told myself they still were
thought of the times i would hold her and kiss her
and all my problems would be forgotten
everything else forgotten

all that mattered was us
and how beautiful she was
and how much i loved her
its funny how the thoughts that kept me going
that made me so happy
can bring me to tears
damn