Scared

SCARED OF LIVING
OF MY FUTURE

OF MY PAST

I AM SCARED OF GOOD AND OF BAD
I AM SCARED OF FAILING
AND OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH
SCARED OF DOING
OR OF DOING TOO MUCH.

SCARED OF WHAT I SAY
WHAT I DO
WHAT I WEAR
I AM SCARED OF MYSELF
SCARED OF TRYING AND OF NOT

I OFTEN WISH I WERE DEAD
I AM SCARED OF THAT TOO
NOT OF DYING
BUT ONLY WHERE I WILL GO AFTER I DIE
SCARED OF BEING
SCARED OF WHAT I WILL LOSE
SCARED OF BEING ALONE
SCARED OF BEING TOO SCARED