You and I

Will you remember us?
The laughs, the cuddles, the expectations?
I want to despite the pain of thought,
But you don't have that, am I right?
My heart lays open to you, you reject it
sort of, you know your feelings,
but you conceal them like they're stolen,
should you have them or give them back?
Do you feel guilty that you, you know?

Will I remember us?
The aches, the goodbyes, the loneliness?
I was here you are there, we had to
But the distance caught us in it's trap, I think
You resisted to open your heart, I want it
sort of, my heart is empty and my feelings,
they run wild in a puzzle every second,
Should I stop them, punish them.
How can I feel guilty that I, I love you?