An Angel Once Flew

An Angel once flew
Into my Heaven.
She picked me up
And stole me to a Cloud.

The Cloud did rest
Upon a breeze
High up above
The ignorant World.

Thereupon, her delicate frame
Did expand
To encompass
My very whole.

And there I dwelt
For months but more
Completely wrapped
In her perfumed Soul.

After time I had
Given up the World
To dwell with You
In this island of Paradise.

Upon the Earth
I had sadness
Fall upon me.
With You happiness reigned.

Nervous pleasure
Overtook my heart.
Your wings,
There, did carry me.

But, whilst in Paradise
Why do you question
Whether or not
To return to Earth?

Fear?
I do not know.
I long for knowing
Which is which.

Is Paradise,
Paradise?
Is Earth
That to?

And as I questioned
From that Cloud
I did fall
To the lonely rock below.

And as I fell,
Nine times night and day
Into the fire,
Paradise I missed already.

Without your surrounding wings
I feel this Paradise lost.
Aimlessly I wander
The pain too great to sit.

My stomach aches
For the feeling
Of pure Joy
Whilst in your arms.

As I wander
Through the gardens
Of this empty place
I dream of You.

Your wings
I long to hear
Above me
Beating.

Your arms
Outstretched
To grab
My empty Soul.

My body
I wish to leave
To float with you
Above.

The Future
Is there to be had.
The Past
Recalled implicitly.

The island dream.
The city of water.
A land of ardent green.
In my heart they will never falter.

One day
I will develop wings
And fly to You
On high.

Together there
We will soar.
The clouds, our home,
A Paradise regained.

But, Paradise
Is lost to us
And will never
Be regained.

From earth
That cloud,
To far now
To fly

My wings,
Bleeding, broken.
My heart bleeding,
Broken too.

My stomach
Will forever ache,
Joy will be
Forever lost.

Never again
Will your perfumed
Wings surround my
Empty soul.

Or feel
Your sweet
Lips against
My skin.

Nor cry
My tears
Into your
Perfect breasts

The island dream,
And city of water
Will now not happen
Without you.

Sadness overwhelms
Me as my future
Once mapped
Now blank.

Dissected into
And torn apart,
Thrown away
And Lost.

Only now
I realise, too late,
How much
You helped.

How much
Hope and future
You made
Me see.

Our children
We will
Never be able
To behold.

Never,
Will I live
To see
You old.

And it hurts.
The tears
A flood behind
My eyes.

Butterflies
Within my
Breast dead and
Heavy there.

My memories
Of you
Will now become
My solace.

Left now on
This ignorant earth
I alone will
Wander.

Barren wastelands
And empty caves
Will be my
Earthly Homes.

Spiritually,
My heart, my love,
My mind will be
Forever yours.

Earth
Was Paradise
With you
To hold.

Earth,
Now Hell,
Angel less,
And cold.