Will I ever..?

Will I ever forget this pain,
this hurt,
this hole in my heart,
the things you felt,
the things you said, to someone else,
someone else not me,
things only I should have heard,
will I ever forget.

Will I ever forget the times,
when I turned away,
left you standing, alone,
so cold and blind to it all,
never giving you the love you craved,
never really listening to your pain, until you turned away, and I lost you.

Will I ever forget the anger,
that you looked elsewhere, and not inside me.
Longed for someone else.
Lied for yourself and your pleasure.
Lied to me, lied to my heart and soul,
the things you promised,
to love me forever, whatever.

Will I ever forget when you touch me,
your lips on hers,
your arms around her,
your breath in her ear,
your thoughts,
your feelings,
your heart, for her.

Will I ever forget the way you told her,
told her you cared, you loved her like no other.

Will I ever forget the words you wrote,
from your heart,
to her, not me,
that one day you will be together again..!

Will I ever forget this pain..