I being sick with love

Lately I have sat up and waited with You.

At first it was just me and the knowledge of Your existence.
And then I grew aware of Your presence.
And then I noticed my heart began
to long for these times.

I close my eyes and reach out for where I imagine You are.
I long to pour out a stream of love consiousness to You.
Your beauty has become an ache that won't fade.

How I love You.