Future or past

FUTURE OR PAST

it`s been quite sometime since i last saw YOU
for all i know you may have someone new
every day my thoughts are only of YOU.
my head and heart desire only YOU.

still don`t understand why you say i lied,
do you honestly believe that to be true.
when i read your text a part of me died,
i have always be true to and with YOU.

yet you would`nt let me into your life,
one day i had hoped we could be man and wife
you wanted to stay with routines from the past
is that still the case is ALL I ASK??????