Somewhere much, much quieter

I hate going anywhere without you,
knowing that you'll be by yourself all day
but soon I will be going away.
I‘ve achieved everything I wanted to,

only really happy lying in bed
with you, bedside lamp on, reading our books
learning new recipes, helping you cook,
we'd spend hours baking flapjacks, cakes, bread.

It’s only with you I’ve ever felt I belong
I hope you still have happy memories
I know I'm being inconsiderate
it's just I've felt unhappy for so long
I've scattered pieces so you remember me
this was not deliberate.