Tonight, the stars revolt.

Do you ever feel like you're dying?

Do you know what it's like to feel that way? 

Sometimes, I think that I have...

Sometimes it feels like the air I breathe is poison.

I know I have to breathe to live, but my lungs reject the function and writhe in agony.

Sometimes it feels like my heart is imprisoned.

It pulsates angrily and beats furiously at my chest as if to break free...

Sometimes I feel detached from my body...

detached from everything...

In moments like these, I wonder if I'm dying.

Is this what it feels like to die?

I wonder if this is my body trying to tell me that I should have died,

and that currently, I am living in a reality in which I did not.

It's as if I have betrayed some unknown law.

My organs cry out against me.

My thoughts betray me. 

And I stare alone;

wondering if today is the day that I'm going to die.